HAVE
YE HERE ANY MEAT?
They
had scarcely eaten the last mouthfuls when Jesus appeared in the doorway, tall
and pale. He looked at them one by one, and in His melodious voice greeted
them: "Peace be unto you."
(Luke 24:36)
No
one answered. Their astonishment overcame their joy, even for those who had
already seen Him since His death. On their faces the Man risen from the dead
read the doubt which He knew they all felt, the question which they did not
dare express in words, "Art Thou
really thyself a living man, or a spirit which comes from the caverns of the
dead to tempt us?" (Vs. 37)
"Why are ye troubled?" said the Man who had been
betrayed, "and why do thoughts arise
in your hearts? Behold my hands and my feet, that it is I, myself: handle me,
and see; for a spirit hath not flesh and bones, as ye see me have." (Vs. 38-39)
And
He stretched out His hands towards them, showed them the marks still bloody
left by the nails, and opened His garment over His breast so that they could
see the mark of the lance in His side. Some of them, rising from their couches,
knelt down and saw on His bare feet the two deep wounds, each with its livid
ring around it.
But
they could not bring themselves to touch Him, for they feared to see Him
disappear suddenly as He had come suddenly. If one of them had embraced Him,
would he have felt the warm solidity of a body, or would his arms have passed
through the emptiness of a mere shadow?
It
was He with His face, with His voice, with the irrefutable traces of the
crucifixion, and yet there was something changed in His aspect which they could
not have described, even if they had been calm. The most reluctant were forced
to believe that the Master stood before them with all the appearance of life
begun anew, but their thoughts whirled in the last of their doubts and they were
silent as if they were afraid to believe in their senses, as if they expected
to wake up, from one moment to another. Even Simon was silent. What could he
have said without betraying himself by tears to Him who had looked at him with
those same eyes in the courtyard of Caiaphas while he swore that he had never
known Him?
To
make an end of their last doubts, Jesus asked, "Have ye here any meat?" (Vs. 41)
He
needed no longer any food except that for which He had vainly asked all His
life. But these men of the flesh needed a fleshly proof, a material
demonstration as was befitting those who believed only in matter and nourished
themselves only on matter. They had eaten together on their last evening; this
evening also, now that they were again together, He would eat with them. "Have ye here any meat?"
A
piece of broiled fish was left in a dish. Simon put it before the Master, who
sat down at the table and ate the fish with a piece of bread while they all
stared at Him as though it were the first time they had ever seen Him eat.
And
when He had finished, He raised His eyes towards them, and, "Are you convinced now, or do you still
not understand: does it seem possible to you that a spirit can eat as I have
eaten here in your presence? So many times I have been forced to reprove your
hardness of heart, and your little faith! And behold you are still as you were
at first, and you were not willing to believe those who had seen me, and yet I
had hid nothing of what was to happen in these days. But you, deaf and
forgetful, hear and then forget, read and do not understand. When I was with
you, did I not tell you that all things which were written and which I
announced must be fulfilled; that it behooved Christ to suffer and to rise from
the dead on the third day, and that repentance and remission of sins should be
preached in His name among all nations, beginning at Jerusalem? Now you are
witnesses of these things, and behold I send the promise of my Father upon you.
Go ye into all the world and preach the gospel to every creature. All power is
given unto me in heaven and on earth, and as the Father sent me, I send you. Go
ye therefore and teach all nations, teaching them to observe all things
whatsoever I have commanded you. He that believeth and is baptized shall be
saved, but he that believeth not shall be damned. I will remain here a little
and we shall meet again in Galilee, but I am with you always even unto the end
of the world." (Matt. 28:18-19;
John 13:3)
Little
by little as He spoke, His Disciples' faces lighted up with a forgotten hope,
and their eyes shone with exaltation. This was the hour of consolation after
the gloom of those dreadful days just passed. His indubitable presence showed
that the impossible was assured, that God had not abandoned them and never
would abandon them. Their enemies, apparently victorious, were conquered; the
visible truth bore out all the prophecies. It was true that they had known
already everything He was then saying, but those truths really lived in them
only when His lips repeated them.
Their
King had come back, the Kingdom was near at hand, and His brothers, instead of
being derided and persecuted, would reign with Him through all eternity. These
words had fired again the most tepid, had brightened the memory of other words,
of other sunnier days, and suddenly they felt an exaltation, an ardor, a
greater desire to embrace each other, to love each other, never more to be
separated from each other. If the Master was risen from the dead, they
themselves could not die; if He could leave the sepulcher, His promises were
the promises of a God and He would fulfill them to the uttermost. Their faith
was not in vain, and they were no longer alone: the crucifixion had been the
darkening of one day in order that the light might shine out more splendidly
for all the days to come.